012.

Whenever I realize something about myself or consciously make a decision in my life to change something my brain likes to provide the words “CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT” flashing in italics.

011.

When I watch things, if there’s anything funny, I will pause it. Solely so I can laugh freely without missing anything. Same thing if I find something really thought-provoking. It’s terribly annoying because I will find the smallest things funny or fascinating, and I’ll pause every time to let it sink in.

009.

I always feel really hesitant about letting people go through my music. I can’t really identify why, but it just feels really personal. 

008.

I’m the person who’ll listen to ‘new’ music on endless repeat and never gets sick of it. 

007.

I can’t take a shower when there’s strangers or visitors in the house.

006.

I know it’s a good day when I can spare five minutes to lie down in bed the wrong way (i.e. perpendicular to the bed).

005.

I’ve always wanted to go on a road trip. 

Not a road trip to one destination -

but to numerous destinations.

I want to see this country I live in.

I want to breathe different climates.

I want to drive through rolling hills, small towns, and cities in one day.

I want to be in motion,

smiling,

laughing,

singing,

living.

004.

I have the tendency of frantically backing out of plans kind of last minute as my social anxiety firmly rears its ugly head, slaps me, and tells me to stop trying. 

But there are some people that make it worth trying. 

There really are. 

So I do.

It may take a while,

but I get there eventually.

003.

I delay doing things necessary for survival in order to talk to people on the internet. Things such as: eating, showering, going to the bathroom, and any movement in general.

002.

Sometimes I read things I’ve written and laugh because I’m just so goddamn hilarious.

001.

Without an alarm, I can sleep 12+ hours. And always wake up feeling terrible and cranky.